Not all abandoned yet...

i haven't abandoned this yet and unfortunately for me, my life spoiled what would have been an incredible, exhausting month of Nanowrimo. There really is no excuse... I should have made time but this whole trying to balance two jobs and full time school while finding a real job/internship in between while trying to hone my skills for the workforce has gotten me down. But see, I make excuses. I make too many in fact and it's the real reason why my energy never redirected to what was important to me, which was my writing.

Too many times has it been put on the back burner and I'm prancing off doing whatever the hell I'm doing (which is usually wasting time). I want to write down the future plans for this blog, the story and the project that has been stirring within my world for far too long. But I'm afraid mentioning the future of anything will prove to be futile if I just don't sit down and actually do it; tear myself away from the agonizing, painful but muddled routine that has now become my life.

The wait, I hope, won't be too long and before you know it, I'll be on this writing business more than I can ever imagine.